I wrote this to a girl who said she would vomit and use laxatives to stay thin:
STOP THE SELF-DESTRUCTION!!!
You may think it is cool to pity yourself, to feel sorry for yourself, but really you are a miserable and pathetic soul.
Do you like being fucked up the whole time? Do you like being such a sorry human being?
If you have any self-respect left you will work on it to get yourself clean and sorted out.
Do you want to breathe in fresh air, or do you want to breathe in the rotten stench of your vomit and your shit? That stench is telling you just how sick you are within yourself!
Get clean or stay lost in your shit.
Some animals like to roll in their shit and they like it, but you are so much more better than that.
Only if you like rolling in your own shit and vomit will you continue your self-mutilation.
Vomit to get all the sickness out of your system, but never the food...let your mind gag, let your soul detox, but not your physical body...kill the disease within you, but not your body, if you kill the illness through mental work, you can save your body and your soul.
Go for a period of "mental vomit and bleeding" to get all the sick shit out of your system (soul).
Just take time for yourself on some sort of self-induced healing journey, that is if you have any honour left, if you still think anything of yourself.
It is never too late to make a turn for the good, and it is never too soon to make that choice.
To love yourself is to heal yourself, to respect yourself and to remember your honour!
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Rolling in your own blood, also equals rolling around in your own shit...stop being self-defeated...you can either be your own worst enemy or your own best friend...which one will it be?
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